Hai to people that read this. I have something to share. All this time I'm always keep it to myself. All the sadness, all the hurt, broken-heart :(. Okay, I'm going to start, firstly, sorry for the grammar, hope you don't mind.
I'm the type that always keep anything to myself, the hurt, pain, sadness. I'm always tried to cover myself whenever someone hurt my heart, things that saddening me or even any particular incident, I'm always tried to cover my true feelings by just smiling. That's all that I can do. Only Allah know how much it hurt when you tried hard to cover it so that no one knows what truly happen inside your heart. You just don't want people know about it, worried about you. But sometime when I can't bear all the sadness, anger, I will go bad mood about it. I will keep quiet, just quiet. After that, my tears automatically will fall. Sometimes I wonder, why do I always tried so hard to care for other people feeling but they never care about mine? Not all. If there are people that talk bad about me, hurt me mentally, I just can't do anything, I just keep on smiling, mind my own business, sometimes cried and maybe sometimes I will talk harshly but never face to face. Only to myself or with my friends. Yeah, I know talk harshly is not nice all at but emmm, I don't know, it's just came out form my mouth. Sometime I always want to be honest about my feelings, but there will always things that I think that can make myself stop from being honest. You know what I mean? Emm, okay, I think that's all. This post is not meant for anyone :) Peace no war. Good bye :')
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